And your point is...?

I guess now is as good as time as any to point out the purpose of this seemingly random blog.

I am an analyst of infinite proportions. I can analyse myself in and out of any situation. I can negate emotion from any thought process, which is a flaw, because life is not emotionally void. Life is emotionally charged, driven and run. So while logic and analysis dictates what I think I’m going to do, the thought to practice exchange never really, well, works. I'm pretty sure when I was younger I had this sorted because I analysed but never over analysed emotions before the event, hindsight and I were close friends, thus I wasn't so shut off to people and didn't try and predict what people thought of me, I didn't care. Shit happens though, it happens to everyone, it would be naïve to believe I was the only one, you know life happens to everyone. 

So much like everyone else I have a lot going on in my head and that 'stuff' has been ruling me lately, getting out of hand, you may say the little filing bunnies in my mind have thrown open the filing cupboards and have gone crazy, dancing around in the admin of my life. Nothing is exactly making sense, which is why I'm writing it all down, putting it in the ether. because I'm a positive person somewhere in my dark and twisty mind and so these little 'epiphanies' I have on here are little breakthroughs for me. I'm also a baby yogi (as you may have guessed) trying to find my feet (and head... and hands), struggling through an eating disorder, depression, my love life is a mess and I'm trying to organise and save for one of those 'life affirming' trips. I may as well be honest with you. I'm chasing that white rabbit down the hole, so to speak, into Wonderland, because really everyone should be living in their own wonderland, riding their imagination into things you never thought possible, being the lead role, the hero(in) in your crazy fairy tale. So whether you're dipping into this or following this madness (god bless you), bear with me, it's going to take some time.